I have never been very open talking about my love life, but right now I felt that by posting this I'm writing down my part and parcels of life. Moments that can't be turned. Since it's my personal space , so why not?
I admit that I have been through a couple of relationships, 3 I would say. I must say every relationships have different stories , different experience because all humans ain't the same. But each of the relationships have make me grown in one way or another.
I admit that I'm a very good girlfriend, definitely not the easy dealing ones as I feel I have very strong characters and outspoken. Not that I do not have good points , I think I do have some ,but I should leave it unsaid , as the good will only be speak by the others by acknowledging in their eyes.
I'm really thankful that I was given one chance upon you. I'm referring to my current relationship. It has never been so real. I make a choice to sit on the roller coaster ride, but my decision has never felt so right. We have been 16 months together and I'm glad our love feels as strong as ever.
Honestly , many said we came from different world, they actually meant having totally different characters and I agree. But love have makes us compromised and having different characters doesn't seems bad as of now. It really added vibrant colours and new experiences into our relationship!
I have never done fishing in my life and yet you love fishing and felt fishing is in your bloodline. Because of the different playfulness and character , I fished (at times ya, please don't think highly of me) , you start to splurge on different food and cafe (he isn't picky about food at all , while I do ) , we swim , we ran , we see each other getting our dirving license and be daring enough to be the first passenger. All of the above mention may seems mundane and same as what other couple does , but trust me you really have to experience yourself. But of course ,we do had harsh quarrel.
But what amaze me was , we didn't give up despite many rough patches we chance upon on. Honestly , giving up does cross my mind , I did said it but thankfully he's always hold my hands tightly and not let me go. Even though I said that I was giving up , but I'm actually a very stubborn lady , I didn't want to give up this relationship at all , just that at that point of time ...I did it . SORRY!
During the dating period , we shared a lot of experience of what happened in our past relationship. Why it ended ? What did our partners did that leads us to end the relationship ? What we did wrong on our past relationship ? The partners good and bad points and the list goes on. I promised myself that I would learnt my mistakes and be a better partner , best friend , lover for you as I wouldn't want this relationship to end.
I'm sorry to always think that I gave you more than you gave me , I did not realised till one of the quarrel to told me that and awaken me. To be honest , you really gave me a lot , give in a lot. I realised that when girls do something , after awhile they would say it to their partner . But guys are so different , they do it but they said nothing at all. What he did ? Let me tell you :
~I fell asleep while you were busy with your games, but when I was awake , I saw the fan was blowing towards my direction instead of yours.
~I fall sick on our graduation trip with friends , you took care of me , fed me , pack my luggage nicely , ran to search for clinic and finds me taxi while what I did was stayed at the hotel lobby to rest.
~When I am hungry in the middle of the night , I texted you and after awhile you told me to open the door to collect my Macdonal supper.
~While we werre rushing our final year project , during the sleepless night , you buy me morning breakfast so that I have energy to complete my work . You picked me up at 6am even though you are rushing your project too , so that I save my money on cab and able to rest at your car.
~When I am craving for food, we would drove me to the specific place that I said and satisfied my cravings.
~I said I wanted to watch this and that movie , though you always acted like you didn't hear nor care , but I always get to watch it in the end.
~Even though you are tired after a day of work or fishing , you always cook for me , making sure I eat and be full. You even pick me up and send me home .
The list can go on and on , I did not forget and I remember it heart by heart. You are a good man , it's just that you don't realised . Who doesn't have bad habit or nasty temper ? All of us does ! But as long as we communicate and change everything gonna be alright in the end.
I really cherish you and our relationship a lot!
Army has make me cherish our time spend together , even if it's just 5 mins phone call I'm really contented! Not just words could explain how much I love you , but hang in there , army just gonna get tougher and our love must be stronger. I'm sure we will overcome it all! Thank you for what you have done , all that you have done . I am thankful that we were assigned to the same class for just that one day in polytechnic to make this all begins. Lastly, I love you , I hope this post can keep you going and also trained hard in army. For the aims you told me , I really hope you can sustain and achieved it , remember "MIND OVER BODY" . Always rooting and here for you to rely on. I will be two steps behind ready.
Two Hear one Soul :
Who's the guy? Look at the pictures below!
